Each day I end up learning something new about myself or the world around me.
Todays discovery/revelation: My emotions are surprisingly intense and ever-changing . I like the fact that I can finally tune into them all. For so many years I felt quite numb and lifeless as a result of grief. On top of that I learned how to block out things I didn’t want to feel based on unpleasant experiences I had as a child. Defense mechanism I guess. And now? It’s this influx of emotions that I’m no longer out of touch with. Kind of set myself free in a way. It’s like I’m experiencing a new sense I thought I never had.